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 I haven't written here in years. Yes, I am still around some 5 years later. I have written down many things I would like to blog about. I made a logo, bought a domain and website, and plan on trying to get a popular podcast out there about aging with HIV. Coming soon. 
BTW I tested postive when I was 24 years old. I will be 50 years old  in September, 2021. I feel truly blessed to have survived this long while many friends did not make it.

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